Uni is fun.... but kinda hard too. thus for almost a year i have only been on about 3 times and randomly browsed. far too big a backlog to actually go and look at everything.

unfortunately im terrible at art and looking at other peoples is fun but when you've got work to be done it kinda gets shoved aside. sorry all and i hope you've all been happy and well.

mad scientists for the win.

stolen from [link]

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling, or at least some therapy
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don't have any are liars.


I fear . . .


[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth (Ha im a man)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 0

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 0

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[x] heaven (because if it exists them im screwed and going to hell)
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls (A certin kind of doll and L knows this cause she owns it)
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities (dont fear it, im just lazy and prefer doing nothing)
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes ( in england, we never get them)

Total so far: 1

[ ] hurricanes (again i live in england)
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone (lols company is nice, but i cant stand being around people alot unless i really really like them)
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 1

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings (never had one)
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed (love it)
[ ] throwing up (i dont like it, but if i feared it i wouldnt of been such a heavy drinker)
[ ] falling in love

lol im fearless....thing is if your not afraid of death your not really afraid of anything in the world. cept maybe torture. yeah if they put dental torture on there i would put it as a fear, but i bet thats something shared by anyone whos ever seen it.


p.s. mcm anime convention was today. was awsomes. cba to talk about it now too hyper. for the record no weirdos attacked me this time!!.

Got the little thing from [link]

SCHOOL CONFESSIONS
[x]Talked back to a teacher.
[x] Been kicked out of class.
[ ] Worn pajamas to school.
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school. (baby tooth)
[x] Gotten lost in your school.
[x] Broken the dress code in school. (like everyday.....school uniform = suit and tie.....me = trivium hoody)
[x] Completely failed a test.
[x] Left class without asking.
[x] Missed a whole week of school.
[x] Thrown up in school.
[X] Been punched at school.


HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[ ] Argue with your parent(s) a lot.
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot.
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot.
[x] Have your own room. (had 3 of my own rooms.....but seeing as i moved i only have the one for now.....might be 3 again soon)
[x] Do your own laundry.
[x] Cook dinner once in a while. (most days if not all days)
[ ] Are loud and obnoxious at home.
[ ] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere. (who do you think i am? a woman?)
[x] You sleep in very long.
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[x] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you.


FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[ ] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[ ]You are jealous of one or more of your friends
[ ]You have known a friend your whole life.
[x] Your friends are all taller than you. (one)
[ ] You have been ditched by a friend.
[x] You have memorized a friend's phone number.
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friend's phone number.
[x] You have been to all of your friends houses. (all the best friends)


HABIT CONFESSIONS
[ ] You bite your nails.
[ ] You have an odd obsession with giraffes.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[] There is at least one sound you cannot stand.


LOVE CONFESSIONS
[ ]You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes.
[x]You can stay committed for an unusually long time.
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you self-centered before.


PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[x] You hate George Bush.
[ ] Boys make better friends than girls do. (the same really but most of my friends are guys so)
[ ] The beach is an excellent place for a date.
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren't so horrible.


HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[x] Fallen down the stairs.
[ ] Someone has tied your shoelaces together.
[ ] Had a nail fall off.
[ ] Had surgery. (tonsils)
[x] Slapped someone across the face.
[ ] Killed someone. (only in my head)
[ ] Someone has called you a tease.
[x]You have been to Europe. (i live in europe.....)
[x] You have worn something inside out for a whole day.

*snore* ooooh chocolate.

i was gonna do a big journal posing the question 'should women serve in direct military combat?' as i was having a huuuuge old debate with a friend of mine about it. during this 2 and a half hour debate i was writing down the arguements for both sides into a journal. it ended up being huge huge huge. then i clicked on a link and despite deviant art being between 2 other internet explorer windows....it decided it would go to this link over my journal. everything i wrote (and alot of it was backed up by evidence from various websites etc) was sent into oblivion that not even pressing the back key could fix. so its all lost.

seeing as its something that genuinely interests me i might end up writing a giant journal on it again at some point *kinda like i did with dissecting a pigs head* .... but thats only if i have time and am in the mood (as i know no one ever reads these things except maybe hagislilsaya who hasnt learned any better yet) or someone displays some form of interest.

(for the record i am against women in combat and he was for womewn in combat)

I got this from [link]

1.Your REAL name:

Thomas William Banfield

2.Your GANGSTA name: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)

Tholizzle (lol i would like to see a gansta pronounce that)

3.Your DETECTIVE name: (fav color and fav animal)

Blue Wolf ..... damn descisions black wolf sounds cooler

4.Your STAR WARS name: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)

Banth

5.Your SUPERHERO name: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)

Black Root (beer) ....

6.Your IRAQI name: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)

hnwiaseld (LOL pronounce THAT!)

7.Your WITNESS PROTECTION name: (both parents middle names)

James Jane (funnily enough both my parents have the initials SJB)

8.Your GOTH name: (black, and the name of one of your pets)

Black Fremlin Gremlin Merlin the 4th
or
Black Tripitaka
or
Black Monkey
or
Black Little Monkey
or
Black Baa Baa
or
Black Looby
or
Black Tom
or
Black Mimi
or
Black LouLou

take your pick

well that was a fun